Deflated

Just had to completely deflate my right tissue expander because I start radiation in a couple weeks and this is decidedly not it. I think I’ve been verrrry chill about having both breasts amputated! Taken the breast cancer and all its physical impacts in stride even! But now one half of my chest looks like one of those vacuum sealed travel bags? But after it’s been overpacked and then thorougly vacuumed? And like made of flesh instead of plastic? This is testing me! If I’m being honest!